I want to know why people use love against you. I want to know how your best friend becomes you worst enemy, why the older you get, the more alone you are, and why I don't want to leave my apartment anymore. I want to know when the feeling of betrayal will go away, when it's already been what feels like forever, and when long after you think it's over with, without warning, the same feelings of smallness creep up on you and remind you that you're never safe. I want to know if you're heartbroken whether or not you have enough left to give away to someone else. And whether it's worth it anyways.